Friday, December 24, 2004

torturing...

its so torturing~~~!!every day i feel so uneasy, thinking what news might come out today..every day i go online feeling really scared, scared that it might really come true...every day i check the websites for news and for a few days now, nothing depressing has come out....i would feel relieved for awhile then start thinking again,would it come out tml??can they stop torturing me??!!(and many others...)but this is so contradicting..i want it to come out soon so i wont feel so depressed and uneasy every day...but i also dont want it to come out so soon cause im so scared it might be the bad news...the one i hate most...hai...

ok...think nobody understands what's written on top??haha...nvm...anyway..went to watch Tian Xia Wu Zei(A WOrld Without Thieves) with Xinni, Jingxuan and Cindy...nice movie~~!!haha...and Kaili!!if i not wrong...u walked right past me in the mrt station and didnt even notice me..haha...i was like staring at u but u didnt notice i think....haha...second time already..and at the same place some more..haha
anyway, talked alot with them...nice outing..haha...thanks for that!haha

finally noe where Jiayi works liao!!haha...that day me and xiaobai went orchard look for gift then thought of going to taka "locate" jiayi...haha...we walked so long lor...then in the end her shop was near the other entrance of the food court and cause we walk to cold storage we didnt go past there...then after that we went out and go through that entrance then that xiaobai like so shock then keep saying" wo kan dao jiayi le!wo kan dao jiayi le!!"then quickly walk out of the entrance...haha...then we like zuo kui xin shi like that..keep dont dare to walk there...then that xiaobai yi sheng yi gui, keep thinking jiayi can see us..haha...in the end jiayi didnt see us at all..but we stand there for awhile and talk but didnt buy anything...then jiayi keep wanting us to buy the cake to try..haha...but i no money liao..haha

feeling very bored...waiting for 27..haha..going xiaobai house...we slow one..after christmas then celebrate...haha...but at least there's something to watch on tv...Jin Ma Jiang!!!haha...my mine aim of watching...Jungiery stars!!haha...wanted so much to watch that performance...its so nice..shows the "Jungiery Spirit"...Tuan Jie!!haha...

lastly...MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!


`frenx forever__; since 11:05 PM