Saturday, July 22, 2006

thanks!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAYI~!!become older faster by one day..hahaha
Happy Birthday to myself~~!!haha

thanks to eileen for the bday presents~~!!!really love them!!hehe^^
thanks to xiaobai for being the first one on to wish me on my bday!^^
thanks to belinda for being the second one!haha...cannot help..u a little slow lah...although only by a few mins..hahaha

lets see...mon had cam test...and got a surprising 8.5/10!haha...not bad not bad...
didnt go sch on tues cause Sentosa trip was cancelled...and i was very sian to go for one hr's lesson..haha
wed actually had replacement lesson for piano..but teacher was sick...only knew that when i go there lah...the person say cause they only call those that have lessons that day and they didnt noe i had replacements...sad...dont noe how's my teacher..she's sick for very long le...even tomorrow's lessons are cancelled..hmm...
thurs...got photoshop on my laptop!!haha...cause new media needed, so we got the disc from sch to install one...free!!haha...
sianed...have to prepare for a argumentative presentation...my argumentative is the weakest one!!everytime also 失敗 one..haha...i go for neutral one mah..hahaha
today...conlang test...ok lah..not bad...almost didnt remember the test on thurs...but wasnt in the mood to study anyway...was 研究-ing the ps..haha...alot buttons!dont noe how to use...lucky got some help..but all in chinese one....must go figure out what button is what..haha

tml going to zoo for new media!!haha...very long nv go zoo le...think since pri sch ba..haha...but have to meet at 9am at sch..which means i have to leave home at 7plus..wah!!so early!!haha

~~知道自己很任性,很固執..從小就這樣..身邊的人都有被我的固執煩到吧...尤其是小時候,固執到了極點..現在想想都覺得我怎麼會做出那種事..乾嘛那麼任性啊...我想家人都有被我氣到吧..後來慢慢察覺到了, 開始學著收斂..可是還是有很固執任性的時候..那時候到朋友被煩到了吧...
這幾年有比較收斂了...自己覺得..哈哈..可是我知道偶爾還是會"展現"得淋漓盡致...
家人和朋友一直都很包容...尤其是感受了18年的家人(包括一些一直照顧我的親戚..)..這有某部份是遺傳吧...家人其實也會很固執...
很多朋友也一直都陪著我...常常我只有在事情發生後一段時間才想到可能是我太任性了...
真的很謝謝家人和朋友!!有時候真的沒發現自己的固執任性..沒發現已經煩到你們了...不知道一路來到底傷到多少人..所以謝謝你們還一直陪著我!!有你們真好~~!!^^
還有...我知道我不常把心里話說出來...常常讓你們不知道我在想什麼...可是有時真的是不知道怎麼說..我真的不擅長對人講話..常常用寫的(還是打的..)比說的還好...就讓我這樣吧..真的有事我會說的...~~
18歲的宣言~~!!

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